i just did something that, i never thought i would. and it is all because of my friendship between me and her. i just, don't want her to be upset,jealous,hurt,disappointed or what so ever kind of feelings.

am i caring too much? no. i did the right thing. cause feeling of guilty is killing me. the thought of "what should i do?" bothers me everyday..

it feels even worse when i ask her if she is okay and she answers it with "don't worry, i am cool =')" but i know she said with forced.cause the looks in her eyes and the way she responses doesn't seems she is okay..

first, i decided not to tell stories at her anymore..but she's my BEST friend, how could i not tell her? cause as far as i know, there's no secrets between friends.

but the more i think about this,i don't think this all it,the reasons why i stop.i just felt like starting to..like him? well, something like that lah.. :* but i am really sorry if i ever upset you.. i really do..and if i am asking too much from you..:"

so because of these 2 reasons, i stop. **don't ask me stop from what but all that matters is i stopped** well, what has been done,was done and let gone be by gone =')

well,i just hoped that i'll never regret on what i did :"