so yeah, anyway, i thought of a lot of things, and not just a lot, but variety of things, but yeah mostly about what am i going to do after this (ha ha) and also about my dying curiousness about my future. well yeah, maybe its because of my age and next year i'll be in form 4 but still, don't every single human being in this world would be curious about this? you know, things like problems in life, studies, job, soul mate, end of the world or even death. 

i thought about it thoroughly and now i understand that things like these are decided by me myself. i mean not like deciding when i will die or what. its about making a decision on how you wanna live your life. if you end up living off the streets, go and trace back your cause and it will definitely be you. because its your life and you are the one who makes the decision. 

even Allah said that He wouldn't change it if that person doesn't want to change [surah Ar-Ra'du : 11]. so then it all goes back to decision making. when you got a big, serious problem and you whined about it, you are the one who decides to keep it longer by just whining or stand up and solve a.s.a.p so that you wouldn't have to suffer any longer.

so basically, the moral of this day dreaming (ha ha) is that you gotta choose wisely and make a decision that you have think ed thoroughly twice. for me, i guess right now the decision that i have to decide thoroughly is which to choose, between social science or pure science ! nevertheless, just remember this. choose wisely and think thoroughly. but then even if you made a mistake in choosing, that's normal i say. no body's perfect. i mean seriously, no one. plus there's always tomorrow. but still remember to decide first like there's no tomorrow then sooth yourself with whatever comforting quotes like the ones i just gave you ; there's always tomorrow. haha. i guess that's why people say, "make today better than yesterday and tomorrow better than today".wait, is there such a quote? wow. all of this got me confused all of a sudden. but i hope you guys don't and i think i explained it enough. hopefully..

oh well, whatever it is, go and make a wise decision! to all human beings in this world, i hope everybody could improve more and more day by day by just making some several wise decisions :)