i am speechless on how fast time can fly. it's still unbelievable to me as i was so busy day dreaming. i guess the reality wakes me up hard this time, cause by the time passes, there're just so many things that i realized but none can i change. cause they're all in the past. but one thing i can do now, is change myself for the future.

so everyone,

#seriously

so basically, i wanna wish everyone a good health and lets all keep on trying to be better and better. if you feel like you can't and that you're unchangeable. man, 5 words for ya. IT IS NEVER TOO LATE. as long as the world hasn't end and that you're still breathing, Allah is always there waiting for your repent. only time can tell. 

oh, one tip on how to be better, reflect back yourself. or how i would call it as muhasabah diri. think back on what have you done through out the year. try listing it on a paper with one line in the middle. on the right side, write down the good things you did and on the left side, write down the bad things you did. compare. maybe that would help you ;) 

now that a year has pass and  that, there're more years to come, try to look at a different angle. be different, at least once. it's worth to try ;)